Thursday, January 22, 2009
!*&$@*(&() JUST LET ME RANT!!!!I feeling cranky today. THE WHOLE DAY. First I'm tired. As always. Come school, do work, my friends say something which I can't catch, they won't repeat. Ya I'm slow most of the time, but the thing is, its always some stupid noise covering what they said, and I can't hear. Next my sewing skills suddenly died on me. My sewing today SUCKS. Unpick and sew again and again. I'm happy with my other 3 garments, but the fourth one is just not right. Dunno if my bad mood is affecting the way I see my stuff.
Next, PHOTOSHOOT. Its giving me a headach. Its suppose to be fun and enjoyable. Because of time and money, we have to restrict to a lot of stuff, eg, location. We have to share photographer, and models. Not that I mind. Problem is my friends' models don't suit my style, and I really like one model but no one to share with. And the cost of one frigging model for one frigging whole day which is 9 frigging hours cost about SIX HUNDRED FRIGGING DOLLAR, and it is the cheapest cost from one modelling agency. Two hundred dollars for half a day, which cannot be completed with 4 of us having to shoot 3-4designs each.
So Rid and Alicia gave me a contact on one model who is 1.8m tall, and look Japanese type. Ya, I'm picky when comes to model. I wanted Asian, with fair skin and young look, to complement with my theme. So in came the model, the look is ok, fair skin, ya but I find her too thin. Thin models make me feel irritated. Also, the noise that they made when they see male models, its like they haven seen a guy before, screaming and oogling, saying that ''omg! he's soo cute!'' Quick! Hire this model. *roll eyes*
Many people turn on radio or music when doing their work. I just love the sewing room when it is quiet. No music or whatsoever. It makes me do my work happily and calmly. Once the radio is on, nightmare started. My ears are hurting, I can't really concentrate, and the worse thing is, the channel 987FM has no other music except for those 4 songs and they keep repeating the same old songs. I wanted to scream and use a hammer to smash the radio to bits.
Irene. I really dislike her. She asked her IMERS to ask us the ADs to draw 24 production drawings for them. Hmm my IMer didn't say that to me. Good thing. HELLO WOMAN! You think we so free to draw 24 drawings? We have 6 toiles, 6 garments, illustrations, our own 6 production drawings, inspiration & mood board + some other stuff for the runway to do.
My mood these days are going up and down, and times and times, I've been controlling my anger. Today I say something bad about fang's BF, cuz they were talking about the photoshoot so happily and discussing who to use for carefare, and the photoshoot thingy really irks me, so ya I said something mean to let off some of my steam. In fact I feel a bit better after saying something mean. Maybe because I'm a mean girl. Ya good for me.
All in all, I'm in no mood for CNY.
